Saturday, December 18, 2010

Delirium

Darkness swirling inside me, growing an inch every second of the day, by the bitterness you choke me with. Twisting and turning to become a blackhole of hollowness as I cringe and wince with the burning hate I feel for you.

Sputtering out words with no meaning. Just talking, talking, talking, deliriously. Temperature rising to the maximum, as my heart freezes over, turns an icy blue then finally springs out of order and all this while you watch without a care. Silent, as the sea, pulling me down with your current of insensitivity, leaving me to drown in my own wave of emotions. There I watch you stand alone, the impenetrable wall, to whom a thousand souls have died, crying out to. Unmoved, unconcerned, you simply walk away than to indulge yourself in these foolish games of love. My, foolish games of love.

So let this fact be the very beginning of our end once more. How can you, the stoic, chance crashing into my world, at the expense of your own safe world falling apart.

1 comment:

Sukaina Juma said...

This is so painfully honest and beautiful, it tears the heart into pieces. Keep the faith, ma belle. x

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